Happy Birthday to me!

I’ve been very blessed in my life. So many good things have happened and I truely feel like my life is on track. I’m not rich but I feel like I can afford to buy almost anything I want (an electric car would be nice). I ask myself every birthday, “what do I really want in my life that I don’t have”. This isn’t all about matterial things, it’s 99% of the time about emotional or spiritual needs getting met. I’ve come so far and now the final fontier is my weight. I’ve already tried working on that but now, on my birthday I lay here at my highest weight ever! Since I’ve tracked my weight (actually kept a record) I’ve noticed that I’m fattest in the summer. I dont’ move when it gets hot and I don’t think I’m alone. I really want to knock it off and JUST DO IT! yet I don’t feel the motivation is here. So, I’m posting and trying my best to get the brain where it needs to be. I think it’s really REALLY time to do this if there ever was. I don’t want to hit a number I’m 2lbs away from. So, happy birthday so me, now off I go!